Skip
Responding
to small-mindedness with small-mindedness is how violence is perpetuated.
My father shook his head.
Once
wise to resolve and patient to perform; the rush of his disapproval
alarmed me.
I
was nine years old. Our house was in the throes of exaggerated
disorder. My mother, Siobhan was ringing her hands, threatening to
send me to a psychiatrist. Haven’t
we taught you that violence is unacceptable?
He
punched me first. My
rebuttal amplified my mother’s scorn.
Don’t
lie to us. Your teacher said it was unprovoked.
I
rolled my eyes.
Skip
grabbed me by the collar. He practically lifted me out of my chair
and in a growl I’d never heard from him before. Don’t
you dare roll your eyes at your mother!
My
face contorted with terror.
Do
you see how this works?
While Skip spoke the ruddy sun had begun to set in the picture window
behind him.
His
behavior was so out of character, I began to tremble… then cry. But
as soon as my sniffling turned to sobs, he pulled me close…
cradling me to his chest. Then in a softer voice he cooed. You’re
not a violent person are you?
I
shook my head.
His
green eyes were moist with emotion. So
why did you punch that boy?
Virtue
seemed lost, I was so confused. He
said that Debbie was a slut.
Debbie?
My
mom gestured at my father; a coy smile suddenly appearing upon her
face, Debbie
is
that the little girl Valek has a crush on?
I
don’t have a crush on her, I
blushed.
You
punched that boy because he called her a name? The
sinking sun darkened into night.
It
made her cry.
Mom
smiled and a fog misted her eyes. She hugged me and Skip messed up my
hair. Well, my boy, why didn’t you say so?
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